The more I grow, the more I realise that my happiness has NOTHING to do with my endeavours.
Even the noblest ones…
I’ve been fantasising about the idea that leading a life of meaning, deep purpose, strong values, service to others is THE secret to happiness.
Because the whole Internet is about that… so I believed it too.
But that didn’t make me HAPPY, I mean, it didn’t remove unhappiness from my life.
Happiness is a feeling and feelings are like bitcoin. They go up and down.
And I have absolutely no clue what makes them go up or down.
You can beat the market by flipping a coin, and you can lose too. Make sure you know that all you do is flipping a coin!
What I’m working on (at least for today): Being happy with being happy or unhappy.
I probably have more chances of “becoming” happy (and a bitcoin millionaire) when one day I’ll finally truly get it that I can’t control neither my happiness nor bitcoin.
And I apologise if I come back to you next week with THE secret… (Oh sh*t, I’m sure this post contradicts many of my older posts… 😐)
I have no answers for myself or for you, my friend.
But I’m writing all this with love for myself and for you.
And ha! That’s already making me a little happier…
Loving you, Angelos
PS: This boy made me so happy the other day! 🐑 😊